yoga of the moment

28 07 2007

ltposterrearingblackhorse161.jpgWe arrived at Dutch Creek Ranch 25 miles northeast of Steamboat Springs on a mid-summer Saturday afternoon. The ranch is a 100 acre spread surrounded by National Forest of great evergreen, birch and aspen trees. The day had been extremely hot in town and we expected the higher elevation of the ranch to offer cooler temperatures but there was little relief. The horses were lazy from the heat.

As we set off on our ride, the team of beautiful creatures that carried us coughed and wheezed as hooves kicked up the drought dust. No rain for weeks had been seen. “Only one heavy snow,” Trisha, our wrangler mentioned “fell just four weeks earlier,” as she pointed to the birch and aspen leaning from the weight of the stuff. Many had cracked and fallen over. Many were about to go—you could see them leaning toward the ground.

Minutes earlier before we set off on our ride, the family was getting ready at the lodge—putting on gear, sunscreen and bug juice. We were all hanging out on the great, wrap-around, wide-cut pine porch. A voice in my head tapped me, “Be careful.” “About what?” I wondered turning myself toward nothing. Immediately images of something terrible about to happen on the horses raced in my brain. “Is it dangerous?” I shook a bit and thought maybe we shouldn’t go. The voice returned “Just watch out.” It didn’t say don’t go. My senses sharpened. Ok. We’re going.

Then we were in the leaning tree forest and heading up higher into a stand of aspen that was sublimely beautiful. There were hundreds of white skinned beauties over 80 feet tall. We learned that the Native Americans used the white powder from their bark to protect their skin from sun. Tilda and I rubbed our open palms against the trunks as our horses lazed by and smeared nature’s sunscreen on our arms, our necks.

Sheepherders from Central and S America had come through these woods. These were traveling, migrant workers who came to trade work for some food, a little money and a quiet cabin in the forest. The brands of their stories were carved into the canvas of the trees. A man’s face, a woman’s voluptuous body, eyes everywhere. They were leaving their trace for whoever would pass to see. Tricia said it wasn’t good that they carved the trees but I looked at the images and considered the trees’ response. I don’t think they minded really.

It was still up there and the quiet was impossible. No white noise. No wires. No city. No other people. We continued on up high into this silent place. Then wind. It came swirling through and was pleasant and cooling. But wind means storms and the mountains brew bad weather as fast as a cloud can pass by. Everything changed within a couple of minutes.

The sound of the wind is what you notice when it grows and becomes strong. It cries and then shouts. The tall trees began to shake as we held onto our hats. Suddenly a cracking sound, THE cracking sound that was the beginning of a giant about to fall. The next thing I knew there were splinters and aspen bits hitting my left cheek and face and a hugh “Boom!” just beside me. My horse spooked. I felt no fear as he reared up, but instinctively and quickly restrained him with a tight pull on the reins. My thighs gripped his belly and I kept my seat as he landed back on all fours. It was all so quick. There was no time at all to think. Just do. Molly’s horse directly behind me had turned and run the other way. An 80 foot tree had just cracked and fallen within 10 feet of me and my horse. We were literally steps away from getting crushed. “Be careful. Watch out.” There it was.

In the yoga of the moment, my sharpened senses heard the crack, gripped the reins, and I saw the fear in the eyes of my animal. But I held him fast and we landed safe. I remember feeling no fear, just presence of mind. What I do remember is the feeling of sharp aspen splinters grazing my face. It was close. Very close. And the voice of our wrangler in an anxious and hurried voice as she called out, “Everyone now, we are getting out of here fast. Move along quickly. We have to walk fast now.”

So we did, and that was fun, getting a chance to gitty-up along home.





Quietness

17 07 2007

Inside this new love, die.
Your way begins on the other side.
Become the sky.
Take an axe to the prison wall.
Escape.
Walk out like someone suddenly born into color.
Do it now.
You’re covered with thick cloud.
Slide out the side. Die,
and be quiet. Quietness is the surest sign
that you’ve died.
Your old life was a frantic running
from silence.

The speechless full moon
comes out now.

—-the one and only Rumi

 

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Benefit #1 of Reincarnation

21 04 2007

when you come back you get to say “i told you so.”

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The Caterpillar and Alice: Quotes: Alice in Wonderland
The Caterpillar: What size do you want to be?
Alice: Oh, I’m not particular as to size, only one doesn’t like changing so often, you know.

Alice and the Cat: Quotes: Alice in Wonderland
Alice: Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?
The Cat: That depends a good deal on where you want to get to
Alice: I don’t much care where.
The Cat: Then it doesn’t much matter which way you go.
Alice: …so long as I get somewhere.
The Cat: Oh, you’re sure to do that, if only you walk long enough.

Copyright © 2007 Lisa Jo Landsberg





if you could ask anyone one question who and what?

25 03 2007

the continents started out as a mass of land and over time and because of several hiccups in the mantle things began to drift apart. people floated to the edges of the globe and food was different everywhere because some places there was sun and some places there was a lot of rain and other places were so frozen cold you would never find a banana.

coco2.JPG tribes got used to their new locations on the planet space and forgot that one time they were all part of the same big coconut and their languages took the shape of the rhythm of their islands then over time all manner of customs, clothes and especially rules were introduced. finally people got tired of their bananas or frozen dinners and went traveling and found other bits of mantle and said hey i like your drinks, dances and party hats. let me stay here. some places were more friendly than others because they didn’t worry. other places worried alot. one place had a sign up when you entered their land that said “worry is not preparation”. because of televison and telephones and telecommunting and teleclasses people’s mantles were all brought together again. so far they are not living happily ever after because of bumping into each other at night when the cones or the rods (i always forget) aren’t working at full mast. but there is hope. because there is chocolate. everyone likes chocolate. some think this may be the darkness that was brought to save the world. the end.

Copyright © 2007 Lisa Jo Landsberg





positive thinking and white teeth

4 03 2007

so many think the secret of happiness is adopting a positive state of mind
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what happens when we come to the end of joy and sorrow
virtue and vice, up and down?

right now you might be so used to sadness
that sadness is your best friend
but happiness is also an imposter
in the end which is the beginning
emptiness conquers all

everyone’s teeth are so bright and shiny
it’s fashionable
this mindset
these teeth

Copyright © 2007 Lisa Jo Landsberg





shout out to all ambassadors of truth

24 02 2007

i have a question for you
can you imagine experiencingljgoof.jpg
the space between
the rise and restraint
of your thoughts?

what would it feel like
if there were longer intervals
of time between thoughts?

are you interested in freedom?
freedom from your thoughts?
freedom from some physical discomfort?
freedom from some mental compulsion?
freedom to feel more of the goodness that you already feel?

what if
to feel more of what you wanted
involves changing your relationship to time
and the moments that make up time?

do you know how to stop time?
walk through time?

say this:

i am graced with vision.
i see things before now.
i see things after now.
i see now.
i decide
to either turn outward toward the street
or inward toward the heat
of the light of the soul.

say that 3x quietly with
consideration.
what happens?

Copyright © 2007 Lisa Jo Landsberg





Things

16 02 2007

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What happened is, we grew lonely
living among the things,
so we gave the clock a face,
the chair a back,
the table four stout legs
which will never suffer fatigue.

We fitted our shoes with tongues
as smooth as our own
and hung tongues inside bells
so we could listen
to their emotional language,

and because we loved graceful profiles
the pitcher received a lip,
the bottle a long, slender neck.

Even what was beyond us
was recast in our image;
we gave the country a heart,
the storm an eye,
the cave a mouth
so we could pass into safety.
                                                       -lisel mueller from alive together       





watching the wheels go round

12 02 2007

cancun airport photo after holidays stuggling with too much sun a roast to the mayan inventors of time, sacrifice and tacos. plastic knives don’t make good machetes. these glasses found on the beach without glass in the eyes. washed up with plastic imgp1298.jpg

garbage from consumer cruise ships contaminating the coral. i smile. we are going home.

Copyright © 2007 Lisa Jo Landsberg





10 02 2007

jesus-rainbow.jpgthis this photo is called “the jesus rainbow”. it’s the only circular rainbow i’ve ever seen in my life and this shot is taken on the na pali coast at the awaawapuhi trail overlook on kauai, hawaii. if you look very closely, you’ll see an image in the middle–that’s a silhouette of the person looking into the rainbow. whomever looked into the rainbow would have the circle rainbow around them. that’s why it is called the jesus rainbow. magic.

Copyright © 2007 Lisa Jo Landsberg